1. |
Not Alive
05:18
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I forgot why I was alive I'm nothing now except afraid to die
But why do I live if life has nothing else to give but fear
Is the end near?
Afraid to live afraid to die
Just tell me what to do talking heads and I will do it-
Crazy as fuck yes I will pursue it
Why me its grimy why me bad timing why me its crime gee
Why me I'm blind why me I'm finding everything combining inside of me
Eveything is rhyming with bad words everything I feel goes unheard or felt
feel like I'm gonna melt down and go down the drain
round and round I'm afraid of whats down there-
Will they strap me to a chair? I don't care anymore- yeah muthafuckas lets go to war---
Everything is blinding me
Everything bad is finding me down
Everything is winding me up
Everything is filling my cup with fire
Everything wants to destroy my desire to go forward
Sit there forever and die and only say these 4 words
I am not alive
I am not alive
I am not alive
I am not alive
I forgot why I was alive I'm nothing now except afraid to die
But why do I live if life has nothing else to give but fear
Is the end near?
he sighed and said I died inside
she sighed and said I'm already dead
He laughed and said I won't wear the mask
She laughed and said dead people can't complete these tasks
All of a sudden all these corrupt muthafuckas with bleached white teeth and cool hair
They care about me now nice its not a dream its a nightmare
One morning I woke up and I was dead
Not alive is what it said inside my broken head
Stood up and fell down because now I lay upon the ground ground
Grind me up and bury me with smoke if I'm good enough I'll make one of those crooked muthafuckas choke choke choke
I forgot why I was alive I'm nothing now except afraid to die
But why do I live if life has nothing else to give but fear
Is the end near?
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2. |
In Ohio
05:21
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I say I wanna live oh
You say you wanna die no
Its not worth goin on you say o why o
On the street no one says hi
The world wants me to go away and die in ohio
It says I'm bad- it don't care if I'm always sad already
Why's everyone just so mad at me
My little ol life no it aint a party like you tell me that it is
I don't feel good this is the biz
If you want to know why I've killed you
If you want to know why I'm hanging here
If you want to know why I'm banging
If you want to know why I'm not afraid of dying
I say I wanna live oh
You say you wanna die no
Its not worth goin on you say o why o
on the street no one says hi
the world wants me to go away and die in Ohio
Fall asleep with a needle in your arm
The only hug you ever got it made you feel warm
Slowly your dying just another one
The ones who cry got tired of crying you know in OHIO
Dying in the streets
Dying on a park bench oh oh oh
Don't matter where you go
Gonna find this death of despair just like IN OHIO
If you want to know why I've killed you
If you want to know why I'm hanging here
If you want to know why I'm banging
If you want to know why I'm not afraid of dying
Screens flicker words flash they want chall to forget how to do math
they want you all dumb as fuck and hooked on hash
they want yall to love nothing except cash ahd shiny things
they want chall to kill a man over a ring or maybe some words on a post
So stop listening to all these fuckin idiots
Do what you think
Nobodies gonna save you
You gotta save yourself
So become a muthafuckin superhero
My only superhero is me when I don't give a fuck what you say you're so weak
My only superhero is me when you took it all away but I'm still standing
My only superhero is me when my hate it burns away everything I don't need
My only superhero is me when my blood boils over and turns to gasoline
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3. |
Dead walkin
05:16
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everyone is dead with letters in they heads
wondering where life is now how can this be
everyone in fear with plastic in they ears
wondering where life is now how can this be
everyone has plans with smartphone on they hands
wondering where life is now how can this be
does it exist with or without me how
can it be that no one can see me or hear me they only fear me because of they tv
they dead they head bled fear monetized the bullshit spew never scrutinized
so i cant sympathize with the walking dead
Walking dead they all around these streets
They say hey I love retarded feats
Walking dead they all around yo house
they want to kill you and your mouse
Walking dead they like to be a slave
They say I want to be locked up to keep me safe
Walking dead they say these words can kill me
Please keep me safe please come on please pill me
Walking dead they want to ban my speech
They say its dangerous to disagree
I've seen a lot of stupid things in my years
I've seen a lot of stupid things people done outta fear
I've seen a alot of stupid things but this takes the beer
aint havin a cake cause this fucking stupid shit gives me the worst muthafuckin headache
no one really knows what the future holds
So when someone tells you they do you know they are
Assholes
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4. |
Fear(instrumental)
06:26
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5. |
Lame ass future
04:34
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I lost it all waiting for the call
Waiting for the answer that never came
Now it just rains all on my face
No one knows I'm crying just go on my way
This is the world this is the way
Everyone pretends like they happy hey
Always smiling lying through their teeth
They Bleached so white they blinding me
but I'm not fooled
You're all just tools
in a shitty world that aint even coo
this is the lame ass future and it does come bricked
this is the lame ass future now yall yellin get me out of this muthafuckin bullshit!
You said you wanted the future but you didn't want this
You said you wanted everything new and everything muthafuckin plastic yeah
You said you wanted the future but you didn't want this shit
You said you wanted everything new and everything plastic but you didn't want this bullshit
I'm so alone I'm so alone
Oh help me where is my phone?
I lost it all listenin to that to song
It told me too bet it all
Buy all things have all the rings
Buy everyone buy everything
Buy plastic dolls in plastic malls
From plastic people starin at they phone
but I'm not fooled
Your all just tools
in a shitty future that aint even coo
this is the lame ass future and it does come bricked
this is the lame ass future now yall yellin get me out of this muthafuckin bullshit!
You said you wanted the future but you didn't want this
You said you wanted everything new and everything muthafuckin plastic yeah
You said you wanted the future but you didn't want this shit
You said you wanted everything new and everything plastic but you didn't want this bullshit
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6. |
DumDumDum
02:48
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They say you came up just to be thrown down
they say you cannot do anything but flail on the muthafuckin ground
they say they say
everything they say on screens please be afraid just don't be mean to me
I never listen to the screens when they tell me to be afraid
If I did that shit I would never be paid bitch
I never listen to the screens when they tell me to hate
If I did that shit I'd be a miserable fuck sittin in a truck for death I wait
I wait till they say its ok
I died in here so I don't die out there
Cause out there is bad
out there is sad
in here I'm glad
I'm safe to die im safe to die no one will cry for me
Laments are not for the cowardly huh
Dumbasses yeah yeah yeah yeah
Dumbasses yeah yeah yeah yeah
Slow ass muthafuckin molasses
These dumbasses in 50 years they'll be like I fucked up kids
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7. |
Burnin the dead
04:41
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ay rendered myself dead inside my head
To see what it look like and if the kids were really alright
ay rendered myself with a knife made of strife
I could only see my hope with a flash light
it was there but it might not make it through the night I quite
do not enjoy this so imma ball my fist and raise the flag like an omen to my ill wishers
Muthafucka inside yo mind I see the fissures
Like a company in Missouri
Misery falls down on yo head
if you hear me raise the flag yeh
raise the flag yeh
raise the flag and burn the dead yaw
You like that shit then nod yo muthafuckin head braw
raise the flag and burn the dead yaw
You like this shit then nod yo muthafuckin head breaw
raise the flag and burn the dead
Its ringin in my head
raise the flag and burn the dead yaw
You like that shit then nod yo muthafuckin head braw
raise the flag and burn the dead yaw
You like that shit then nod yo muthafuckin head braw
raise the flag and burn the dead dead
now I got that shit ringin in my head ay
Fuck your world I never liked it anyway
You hated me because I wouldn't see it your way or be gay
Just fuck em all M dot is what you say to me
Grab the money and run who cares about the decency
Or excellence just be greedy fuck the needy
Nah I'm takin hacksaws to your bones
I'll make this shit without you cause you don't even know me holmes
Or where I'm from or what I been through
Every single soft muthafucka like you with your dead fish hand shakes need to know imma earthquake
Growin in power shakin you down
won't be satisfied till yall 6 feet under the ground
I'll leave a mound of wreck on yer unmarked grave cause you treated us like slaves
With all the fucks that you gave none never needed a gun cause I got the power of my mind son
My imagination allows my emancipation from you and your sick muthafuckin head
So fuck yall go die we'll raise the flag and burn the dead
Yeah ay
We raisin the flag and burnin the dead yaw
We raisin the flag and burnin the dead yaw yaw yaw
we gonna raise the flag and burn the muthafuckin dead yeah
It aint a party until people get torched on the streets by giant robots
Just like in my dreams I can hear they screams makes me smile like yeh those dudes is my team yeah
I'm making robots to rule the world yeah yeah yeah
Everybodies dead and I don't give a fuck cause I'm more interested in the ones that live in my head yeah
raise the flag and burn the dead yaw
You like that shit then nod yo muthafuckin head braw
raise the flag and burn the dead yaw
You like this shit then nod yo muthafuckin head breaw
raise the flag and burn the dead
Its ringin in my head
raise the flag and burn the dead yaw
You like that shit then nod yo muthafuckin head braw
raise the flag and burn the dead yaw
You like that shit then nod yo muthafuckin head braw
raise the flag and burn the dead dead
now I got that shit ringin in my head ay
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Some people say a man is made outta mud
a poor man's made outta muscle and blood
muscle and blood and skin and bones
a mind that's a-weak and a back that's strong
you load sixteen tons, what do you get?
another day older and deeper in debt
saint peter don't you call me 'cause i can't go
i owe my soul to the company store
I was born one mornin' when the sun didn't shine
i picked up my shovel and i walked to the mine
i loaded sixteen tons of number nine coal
and the straw boss said "well, a-bless my soul"
you load sixteen tons, what do you get?
another day older and deeper in debt
saint peter don't you call me 'cause i can't go
i owe my soul to the company store
I was born one mornin', it was drizzlin' rain
fightin' and trouble are my middle name
i was raised in the canebrake* by an ol' mama lion
cain't no-a high-toned woman make me walk the line
you load sixteen tons, what do you get?
another day older and deeper in debt
saint peter don't you call me 'cause i can't go
i owe my soul to the company store
If you see me comin', better step aside
a lotta men didn't, a lotta men died
one fist of iron, the other of steel
if the right one don't a-get you, then the left one will
you load sixteen tons, what do you get?
another day older and deeper in debt
saint peter don't you call me 'cause i can't go
i owe my soul to the company store
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9. |
Freedumb
02:44
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10. |
S.O.S.
05:33
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Alone at your desk alone in the dark alone alone alone
Can't see yer face cause yer masked and 6 feet apart woe
Depressions not depressed
Oppressions not depressed
Smith and Wessons right and left bang
Bang its all over
Why did you this kill guy
Why Did you kill this girl
Why Did you kill the chile
Cause you were afraid of havin symptoms kinda mild?
What is this
Symptoms of stupidity
No one thinks for themselves they just watch TV swallowin hook line and sinker
I know its bullshit cause I'm a free thinker
Symptoms of stupidity no one thinks for themselves cause they got a phone
talkin heads on there told them to be alone
This shit is stupid---
While the world crumbled I made this song this song yeh
While the world was shittin their pants I was like whats wrong
TV told you to be afraid yeah I don't watch that shit yeah so I got it made woo
Alone in your home
Looking at faces on a screen and yer heart turns to stone
Alone on the street face gleams in the glow of a screen
Little icons and fun sounds make you feel like you mean
Something to someone
While they monetize your life away
What now yer gay
cause they algorithms modeled you to be that way
Symptoms of stupidity
No one thinks for themselves they just watch TV and swallowin hook line and sinker
I know its bullshit cause I'm a free thinker
Symptoms of stupidity no one thinks for themselves cause they got a phone
And the talkin heads on there told them to be alone
This shit is stupid
While the world crumbled I made this song this song yeh
While the world was shittin their pants I was like whats wrong wha?
TV told you to be afraid yeah I don't watch that shit yeah so I got it made woo
While the world crumbled I made this song yeh
While the world was shittin their pants I was like whats wrong wha?
Talkin heads on yer phone told you to be afraid I don't have a fuckin phone so yeah this muthafucka got it made yeah woo
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11. |
They say that's it
02:30
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I know trouble its like when I walk I start to grow it
Every footstep I take seems to forsake me it pushin me to blow it
I know trouble its like when I rock I start to flow it
Every word spit seems to push me futher from a place thats lit
Ay they say thats it
Ay they say thats it
Ay they say thats it
Ay they say thats it
I know trouble its like when I talk I start to blow it
Every word he said she said makes me wish I was dead
Cause this bullshits blowin up my head
Ay they you gotta go
I know trouble its like when I talk I start to blow it
Every word spit seems to push me futher from a place thats lit
Ay they say thats it
Ay they say thats it
Ay they say thats it
Ay they say thats it
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Making everything stranger.
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